I hate this feeling

I don't understand why people don't listen to what I say.

I don't understand why people can't trust what I say.

When I say it doesn't work that way, it really doesn't work that way.

When I say it can be done better that way, it really can be done better that way.

When I say I'm not going behind your back, I really am not going behind your back.

Why is it so hard to trust me?

Why won't you listen to me?

Am I really that stupid?